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I have reached a point in my life where it is time for a monumental, drastic change. I have begun to fall into old eating habits and have gained about 15lbs over the last 2 months, I am uninspired, and I have this deep-seeded feeling of laziness and restlessness. As my surgeon, Dr. Johnsrud so accurately described, I am a "big ball of angst."

I have been extremely unhappy and dissatisfied with my "regular" daytime job for years now, which is partially what prompted me to start Wise Owl Management, yet I find myself disillusioned with my position as a Personal Manager as well. I firmly believe that part of the reason why I feel such immense dissatisfaction with my jobs is because neither of them are what I was put on this earth to do... neither are my Purpose in this life. I recently quit my daytime job after almost 13 years of service and have given the majority of my clients over to other Managers. I now have A LOT of time on my hands to try and figure out how to live in my purpose. I won't lie, I was PETRIFIED after I quit my job. My brain kept screaming, "WHY would you quit your GOOD PAYING job in THIS economy?? You have no college degree, you are 36 years old, you will NEVER find another job as good as the one you just walked away from!" For the first time in my life, I don't have health insurance. Yet, at the core of my being, I believe I did the right thing. I wholeheartedly believe that this is exactly where I am supossed to be during this season of my life.

My purpose in life is to be a Motivational Speaker and Author; a Life Coach, if you will. I have always known that my dharma, or purpose, in this life was to help other people. That is why I have survived all of the experiences that I have in my life: abuse, growing up in a single parent household, near death experiences, addiction, homelessness, etc. I have been given knowledge and hands-on experience that is PRICELESS, and will one day be used to help others and to encourage people to live their best life and to persevere through the seemingly hopeless seasons of their lives. There is light at the end of the tunnel. YOU are that light. We ALL come from the SAME place... the SAME God. No matter what you call Him, He is OUR source of life. We come from Greatness, therefore we ARE Greatness. I have studied different religions and life affirming authors over the last several years and I have ALL of the knowledge that I need in order to change my life for the better. Yet, each year, I have failed to apply ANY of that knowledge to completion.

God has set before me Life and Death... the choice is up to ME. I can choose to fall into my old ways of living which would be to speak as much DEATH as humanly possible and then watch it happen. Or, I can choose the road less traveled and speak LIFE. I can believe that the BEST part of my life has finally begun. I can create miracles with my mind and mouth just as easily as I have created death and destruction. ALL religions believe the same thing: You are what you believe you are. My entire life, I have spoken and planted seeds of death into my life and have reaped the crops of each and every one of those seeds. It is time for me to practice what I preach to all of you. This is the greatest experiment of my life. I am about to put God's promises to the ultimate "test". I plan on doing the complete opposite of what I have always done in my life.

I WILL SPEAK LIFE.

I WILL BELIEVE THE BEST FOR AND OF MYSELF.

I WILL CREATE POSITIVE MIRACLES IN MY LIFE.

I WILL SOW SEEDS OF LOVE, PEACE, FAITH, AND SUCCESS.

I WILL BEGIN LIVING THE LIFE I HAVE ALWAYS LONGED FOR, YET RUN FROM.

I WILL COMPLETE WHAT I START THIS TIME...

To help me begin my new journey, I am going to do the 7 Day Mental Cleanse to Jump Start The Law Of Attraction by Kevin Bracy and I am also going to read the "21-Day Consciousness Cleanse" by Debbie Ford.(You can purchase the book on Amazon.com by clicking HERE). I will be posting the 7 Day Mental Cleanse for you right after this article so that you can see how it works. My goal is to be an inspiration not only to you all, but to myself. I will be writing a lot now that I have all of this time on my hands. I look forward to taking you all along with me on this journey.

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit." - Aristotle